Keshauna

i love fall i love the how the leaves change colors so pretty

I cant wait to go shopping for some new fall outfits
it seems i tend to wear the same things all year long so it doesnt matter to me
I just need a few new hoodies and ill be happy I love new hoodies
I don't know what im doing for Halloween just yet
I want to go out to sleepy hallow and go on a hayride with my girls lets see what this turns into ahaha

Im still looking around for jobs I havent found anything that makes me happy
I dont know what to look for anymore These jobs are so picky
I would love for one of them to atleast give a person a try before they just not call them back
because they think there not worthy ya know

I need new places to eat in Ny
Im trying to eat healhier 
I want something that serves good Avacado rolls there so yum

What are your fav places to eat?

Been home for about 1 day and half and cant wait to get out again
Hopefully this weekend ill go to Steph's and Hang with her and Diane and go see Valencia in Jersey

On Friday i went to the CosmoGirl School of Style party saw Forever the Sickest Kids and The Academy Is
they where so amazing got to hang out with my girls and Hang with Caleb After which is always fun
Walked around and My friends had to drop off a package for Gabe and Got to talk to his amazing funny door man who's name was actually Henry but it sounded like his name was Edward it took forever for us to explain to him who Gabe was this is actually all on video which is the funniest part

Sat me and Allie took our 1st road trip and drove to New Haven Ct to see Hit the lights Chiodos
it was pretty better than we thought it was fun drive too
I tend to make faces at the people next ti us at red lights and
dance at the people walking passed the car while we were parked waiting for the show to start
I must say Hit the Lights never fail me I always enjoy there shows

I recently got a twitter its actually really Fun
Im Enjoying Updating on my life ahaha
I love reading all the things people post

Ive been loking into office jobs recently
Im hoping I find one that is actually good for me
I need to move out asap and I need so many new things

how was everyone's weekend ?

Being Home shows me how much i want to get up and go do something better with my life
I dont want to be home doing anything

This past weekend Me and my girls had 3 days of traveling and
shows and having fun

Friday went to the Every Avenue The Morning of Love Automatic show
I had fun laughing at everyone there some people are so redic
I hate trying to be nice to people who don't deserve it but I didn't it for one person only
and it seemed to go downhill towards the end of the night I was pretty much over it
After the show went to my friend Maloree's place
 we played wii bowling had a few drinks and danced around

having to wake up at 10 am the next day was a killer
we were all dead and had to drive to Connecticut for Valencia in store
My girl Diane also came down and stayed over so it was us 4 girls having fun
The  show at trackside was canceled so we just decided 
we will make a trip to Philly for the ending of the tour and have fun there
Ok so Malls over there are so effing weird seriously
I got in trobule for wearing my hood over my head 2 times
I didnt know it was a crime but w/e


Sunday morning woke up early to go get tickets at Fye just incase it would sell out
Came back to stephs Then got ready ate some food and hit the road
We got lost for a bit in Philly but whatever we had fun at the show and stuff

Now im sitting home I got home yesterday
I miss my friends already
I dont like being home
I get annoyed way to fast here
I like being with my friends where we laugh 24/7

Next weekend I will have a repeat of this all over again
Its going to be fucking amazing

xo

how to people consider Jeffree Star a "AMAZING" artist/ singer or w/e the fuck he calls himself
I'm sorry he has no talent

if this (  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YC_2KWIuq0 ) is a explain of "AMAZING" talent
I what to know wtf am i missing that I'm not known yet lol 
do i have to die my hair a wild color and get like 1238012731231 myspace friends
hmmm let me know

Its funny how they let anyone in the music Industry these days
It sucks for the people who actually have talent and cant be herd

I love random moments of hoping on a bus with my sister and her friend going to Atlantic City
Staying the night and having a relaxing day in the pool and jacuzzi 
laughing at all the Old people spending tons of money on slot machines is always the best
I now have the lovely Sunburn on my face to remind of how wonderful the pool was
We stayed at the Caesars Palace the best hotel ever
I enjoyed our room and view so much
I was sad to go home ill hopefully go back soon
Even though its always full of old people its nice to just relax






My feeties hurt from walking so much in Flip flops
I have learned my lesson always bring sneakers even if its for one day ahahaa

This Upcoming weekend should be Fun
Friday im going to See Every Avenue, Love Automatic and The Morning Of
Get to see people I haven't seen in a while ; )

How amazing is gossip girl I love that show
And One tree hill I don't think Ive cried that long during a tv show since Marissa died on The Oc
I'm obsessed with the shows its so bad

what shows do you love to watch and cant get enough of


xo

These past few days were a blur and fast
I went to my friend Rich's Birthday at his college in Newburgh
I met so many nice people there
My friend Kaye also goes there which was pretty Fun I got to see her
Went to my 1st college party it was pretty fun
We got back to his dorm ate cupcakes danced around and crashed
It was so hot cuz there ac was broke

The next day went back home
I had some soup watched tv crashed
I felt so sick after all the festivities that had taken place the day before
I think im getting sick anyway im a huge mess my nose is runny and my body is achy

This week I have some fun stuff going on
Tomorrow is Double dose of Gym class at Mtv Studios
There album comes out Tomorrow everyone should get it its amazing =]
Weds Gym Class at Conan
Then Thursday taking a break
Friday im going this seventeen event Boys like Girls and Teddy Geiger are set to perform which should be fun
Ill prob end up going to Saturday night live line after that
Its the opening show so it should be fun Micheal Phelps is going to be there its exciting

My rundown of the Vma's lastnight
I loved Russel Brand
I know he got kinda annoying with the whole Jonas thing
but i think he was really good for his 1st Vma's being from the Uk
I found him extremely funny cuz I have that type of since of humor
I loved Rhianna's performance her voice was kinda off but it was really good
I loved the Christinas comback I missed her music so much
but I was shocked to see that she lip singing which she never does
All the outfits worn that night where pretty good
Katy Perry so freking cute i love all her outfits
there so creative and nothing like anyone Else's
Miley cyrus is annoying

I want to say so much more but I dont remember what its so much went on  

Who watched the vmas lastnight what did you think ?

So the past like 4 days I was in long island Staying with Allie
while her mom was away It was pretty Fun and came to the conclusion
if we can last 4 days without killing ourselves burning the house on fire
we can deff live together I really want to move out and Get my own place
but rent is really fucking insane




We had fun acting like fools watching movies all night
and I must tell you the movie The  Tracy Fragments is really good
its hard to understand at first but its really good



We also went to go see pineapple express loveeeee it
its is beyond funny
and we watched this movie called Teeth I do not recommend
anyone to see this its beyond disturbing and I was just like this the whole time =O
If you do want to watch it plz do not watch it with parents or any guy in the room that is all

Today I ended up going to the Envy show @ Irving with everyone it was good
even though I couldn't enjoy it because my ankle is always hurting if I stand for a while
I need to make a appt soon to get it cMy knee and ankle checked out
which i was suppose to do after the whole incedent that happen

im so teird all the time all I do is sleep
I cant wait till Oct when everything is picks up
and ill have something to do

I spent my last night with one of my closest friends ever
We have known each other since the 4th grade its nuts to see her going off to school
We spent the night a the part with another one of our close friends and my friends boyfriend
Then went back to her house and I ended up staying there
us 3 sleeping in 1 bed like the old days ahahah
it was kinda hard to get her up and leave
when she was leaving for school at 5 am and it was already 455
ahahaha she had to run get a cab and go pack the rest of her stuff
and head up for canton Im going to miss her like crazy
7 hours away when she was just a few bus stops away on the 3 bus lol

Im going to be staying at Allies in Long Island for a few days again
Ive seen to be staying at other peoples house but my own lately lol
Sept is almost here it makes me happy =]
ill have things to do


What do you do when someone you love leaves ?

Sunday me and the farb took a trip to philly to see
The Honarary Title it was soo good
The bus ride always sucks but whatever
We walked around a bit and stuff
It hit me I really lovee philly
ive been there a few times and each time
I enjoy it more and more Im thinking about prob going to school there
but I dont know what I want to do yet




Today was my friends goodbye party
its sad everyones leaving
ill have noone left everyones going off to school
im going be here working or prob doing nothing
but Im making the right choice Right??
I know if I would go to school now it would be a bad idea


so many new records are coming out
Valencia- We all need a reason to Believe
The Academy is- Fast times ...

go make sure to pick em up
ive herd both already
I must tell you there pretty f$#king amazing


xo

sitting on my butt
with my ipod on listening to Just Surrender
I have one sock on and one sock off
I have my glasses on
pjs pants with monkeys moons and stars
that have like 4 holes in them ahhaha
a big white vneck on
my hair is up in a curly mess since I washed it =]
I have a pimple on my cheek that I wish will go away like soon
how sexy is that

you wish you could see me right now


I need sleep

Give me some good books to read
or some of your favortie Authors
I need to start reading again

since I really cant do anything but lay and bed and be on my comp
ive been looking around reading blogs and books and stuff
then I came across this post johnathan cook of ftsk posted on his myspace

http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=2349120&blogID=422256699

To be honest  he made himself sound really ridiculous
if what goes on a plane really makes you pick who your voting for is just nonsence
I really dont know if I want to vote this year
this whole election has even me one the biggest headaches ever
I was so excited to turn 18 and vote now its just like wtf has the world come to
Idk but if not having the full american Flag on a plane makes you vote for someone else
and one of the main issues right now like a war going on and health care for people isnt
 well damn thats a shame


but then I came across this post that Dan Hunter for PRP
and it made me feel a lot better that there is someone who knows what there talking about

http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=27145984&blogID=422487067&Mytoken=0560C4B5-0265-41E6-B4726E198EC6243E9578872

there nothing else Ireally have to say about this

what do you think about this whole election this year ?

goes to the drunk guy who fell on me at the just surrender show last night

i just got back from the hospital and i have a leg brace on
i have a sprained knee and foot i can even move my knee
this sucks so much im suppose to be going to
Boys like girls Gc tuesday lets hope i can get to the train ahahaha

imma go lay back down i jsut wanted to update everyone

On Thursday I went over to Long Island and stayed at One of my best friends house Allie
we had fun acting like retards and talking about crazy thing for countless hours
There was ton of video chatting and photobooth going on





then on sat I met up with my friend Nathen and we hung out then
headed over to Jersey to School of Rock to see The Morning Of and Love Automatic
He just started doing merch for The Morning of Go check out that tour its really fun
My friend Alisa decided to come so I really wasnt alone the whole time thank god

http://www.myspace.com/themorningof 
http://www.myspace.com/loveautomatic

Then around 10 I had to leave because I was going to my friends house
who lives near by for her moms bday it was pretty fun and funny

Im Finally home now im just relaxing enjoying my bed
it felt good to be out of my house but I miss my bed

This week Im prob going see the boys of just surrender at knitting and
hit up soho a bit then just stay home and watch hours of Law and order

what are you guys up to ?

Yesterday had to the best warped day
it was so fun even though it was hotter than hell out
Im going to miss hanging out with everyone at the bbq
dancing around like crazy people

me and maloree on stage for gym class
 love those boys


me and my boy nat





These past few days have been sooo good to me
idk what im going to do for the rest of the year

I know a job is in the works and stuff
and this fall i cant wait for the fall I love it
I love the tours and the cool weather
its my fav time of the year

I just got back from taking a lil trip to marc jacobs with my sister
we ended with nothing because they didnt have the bag
we wanted it was sold out  doesnt that suck

last night was warped tour ny
i must say i lived it up this year
the BBQ was wayyy better than last year
I think it was because the bands on this warped are pretty crazy
I had so much fun hanging with all my girls and some boys dancing around
Dancing is always fun
My feet hurt so much i got sunburn
I was so smart this year and bought a extra change of clothes
i was so gross by the end of the day
i was dying to get out of the outfit i had on lol
 






I think Tomorrow I will be repeating it all over again
Lets pray


xoxo

this past weekend my mom and sisters drove up to rochester to a family reunion
it was pretty fun getting to see all my cousins that i havent seen since I was like 7
there all so grown up and I got to see my Aunts and stuff I had a good time
It brought me back to the good times of just hanging with the fam on
our way back home it was nuts there was this massive storm you couldnt see crap
we ended up getting home at like 1030 when we were suppose to be back at 7

This week has been so good so far
accomplished meeting Aubrey O'Day yesterday
LOVE LOVE LOVE that girl shes so sweet
even though I look a hot mess in my picture she looks fab
had good hang times yesterday with all my friends

I plan on chilling for the rest of the week
try to plan something to wear to warped
then theres warped madness
im pretty nervous for this weekend for many reasons
hangs with everyone and
I get to see my boy

whats your favorite thing about being with your family?

what do you plan on wearing to warped this year?

just wanted to update you real quick about whats been going on
Im leaving for Rochester acutally in like 15 mon so I have to hurry put
but yeah im going to visit my family and stuff that I havent seen in ages
so it should be a fun and interesting weekend since a city girl and
the way they are over there is wayyy different from what im like

warped tour is next weekend
im going ot be rushing around like a crazy person
all next week trying to find a outfit and stuff
I still havent got my ticket which I should go get this weekend
hopefully there is a ticketmaster outlet around there

Im so sneaky ive looked up malls around where im staying and
theres one 15 min away so Im deff going to try to make someone
take me so I can try to find a outfit and a fye

im being rushed so ill update you more later when i get home sunday

xoxo

Yesterday was my sisters Bday they turned 22
so we all went to Jones beach well minus one of my sisters
She was going out with her Bf so she stayed with the baby
but it was just a girls day at the beach
I had  pretty great time trying to defend myself from the killer waves ahahah








You see the funniest things at the beach i tell you this guy



He stood there for a good 10 mins just looking around thinking
he was the greatest thing at the beach and it was pretty gross
Everything was out everywhere

My Niece is Turned 2 months yesterday



she shares with in the 10 with the family
My bday is Jan 10 Shes may 10 and my sisters are july 10 pretty cute eh

Tuesday was the cab show it was pretty fun Hangs with my friends and stuff

Warped tour is coming up and im freaking out because
I dont know what im going to wear
still Havent gotten my ticket well isnt that amazing lol
I'llget it this week I hope

Another 4th of July Spent at home
I tend not go anywhere anymore since my mom all of sudden became the most boring person ever
I remeber we used to go everywhere we would go to the beach every weekend and go see the fireworks every year
I miss living in Manhattan I used to live on 100th and 2nd ave right by the water on the 9th flr best place ever
I saw everything from my roof we used to watch the fireworks from there
It makes me sad that my mom isnt the same anymore I miss the way she used to be

I really want to move back into the city
But the rent is way to much money
and me not finding a job doesnt help it
I dream of that day when I can have my own place and be on my own

Ive been redoing my room and its taking longer than I thought
Its making me really pissed off that I only took 3 days to redo my sisters room
but yet its been almost a week since my mom patched up
the lil holes and stuff and she hasnt sand it down or anything

Ive been drinking only water for the past week
its been kinda good I feel refreshed
Im trying to loose some lbs Ive been doing good
I really want to join a gym but I dont want to go alone

Ok Im going to shut up and finish watching the Law and order Marathon
O and guess what Mcdonalds never called me back
Isnt that wonderful not even Mcdonalds wants me